Pursuit of Happiness

I feel like god is also angry with me.He thinks that I too is born as the symbol of unluckiness.He had send me as the symbol that everyone call "UNLUCKY".but still I feel happy when i succed after a long time of attempt. I feel I have gain the Heaven. Friends are also like that for me now I think like that. They are not for me but I am for them. They use me and throw as the use n throw material found in market. SO GOD PLEASE SEND ME A FRIEND. A friend with clean heart,kindness and truthful. who help me to cross every flood of my life.I wish GOD listen me earlier before it late.