Monday, June 6, 2011
He said “give me your red orchid”.
I asked “As red rose or???”
He replied “yes“.
I again asked “Will you return it or keep it as red rose?”
I got no answer then… there was a deep silence… a silence covering completely too whole horizon….. I was in dilemma. A voice was coming form dawn asking “Is love necessary for an angel?”
I answered “Everybody need love to live no matter he is a human being or an angel.”
A voice said “You don’t have any right to love. You are here for your duty. You must complete your duty.”
I immediately asked “if there is a duty there must be a right too…..isn’t there?”
The voice answered “yes, of course…. You have rights…. right to fulfill others wishes….right to make others smile, right to create friendship, peace and love.”
I repeat “To create love?”
And the voice replied “yes… to create love. But … keep on your mind not to fall in love.”
I was dumped as my mind blocked out….. I ….then …. Restored my power and asked “When would I be released from my duties?”
He answered “very soon. As soon as you’ll release from this world.”
I was shocked…. He said …. I don’t have much time left …. I don’t have much time now to live in this beautiful world….. if … if .. I love somebody…. Then she’d be …. Sad… and it’d be as if I’m creating sorrowful life to her. I’ll break her heart and… I’ll make her heart cry….. Which I don’t want to … but …. My love????? Well, I can’t spoil any one’s life in fact I can’t spoil her life and I can’t give her false hopes that I couldn’t fulfill… then god responded me saying “ I know your feeling …. But, I can’t do anything for you. These are the rules of nature!
With drops of tears on my eyes I speak for myself “Rules … what’s the need of these rules if it makes everyone sad…. What, what is the need of it if it is nearly impossible to accept…but …. This is the rule.”
With the hope of enthusiasm I undergo my thinking again feeling that I can’t fall in love… but … I can give her every happiness of life, I can show her the right path of victory and success, I can give her love…. Love for which she feels secure and … but … I can’t get love from her …. I’m not so much lucky… A silence was appeared in my room. A small threshold echo of slogan is then heard, a slogan I along with my friends had taken before entering this world…. I am always committed to fulfill the promises we did… in which my mind is always with me but not my heart… I concluded that I’m with great deal of that echo.
Monday, December 21, 2009
That’s why it’s called falling in love
Because you don’t force yourself to fall,
You just fall.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of woman.
But luckier is the woman who is last love of man.
Love is seeing yourself through someone’s eyes and finding yourself in somebody’s heart.
Once you have loved, you will always love,
For what’s in your mind may escape
But what’s in your heart will remain forever.
A ball is a circle, no beginning, and no end. It keeps us together like a circle of friends. But the treasure inside for you to see in the treasure of friendship you’ve given to me.
True love doesn’t have a happy ending, that’s because true love doesn’t have an ending.
If breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else….but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
Pure and innocent love is like stars.
They fixed their gaze on each other.
Paying no regard of the season and of where
They are in the vast cosmos.
My eyes are jealous with my heart because you are always close to my heart but not with my eyes.
I’d wait and stand in the world largest queue just for the pleasure of a moment with you.
Monday, November 23, 2009
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
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Sunday, June 7, 2009
How are you going on? I think fine. Actually what cause me today to write a letter to you even I had no interest. I don’t know what is going. I am just expressing feeling of 7 years in this letter. This letter to you is a short article. I think you know it.
It was an autumn of 97’ I was in grade 7 staying at 13th spring of my life. I use to be a peace lover so lot of newcomer was in our class. She was a mermaid, and there was no boy in the class who could stop praising her beauty but I was the exception. I was much impressed by her when I came to know her academia. She was most talented, amicable, soft hearted and most beautiful one among the girls in class. It was either flattered from my friends or love in core of my heart; I start loving her and become my amour. But I couldn’t dare to purpose her love. Hiding the love in the heart cause great disaster on my academia in the end of session which compels me to move away from her by changing school. Where I got a good environment of learning. But still I can’t forget those loves because it was my first love and may be last one too. During my computer classes in 02’ I use to see her in the way which deeps me in ocean of love time and again. Also it was 02’ when we had completed S.L.C and started to join college for our further study. It was luck or coincidence we again met in college in same class. But this time I found her changed totally. The whom I had love not one appeared but of same image. I tried to search my mermaid whom I love inside her, but I failed I searched for 2 years even though I can’t find her. At last I conclude that the girl whom I love had expired and never try to search her again.
I think you got confuse why this guy is writing this article for me. But don’t be surprised because the school in article is yours one and I think you knew the mermaid. That one is only you.
I was the guy who had love you once upon time but today I had known that one whom I love is some one’s love. Sorry for the letter and all the dramas I had done to express my expired love toward you whom I had known in 7th class.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
It was almost a year that Microsoft Student Partner was established in Nepal. And i feel proud to be one of them. Since it was almost a year we have only met on the official meeting and training, but not yet now informally. Me and some MSP’s Ravi and Sabina has thought to have organize some informal type of meeting at some refreshing spot. so we choose NAGHDAHA as our spot of “fun Meeting” and thought to have no talks of Microsoft on this Meeting, we go only personal.
I was so curious of the day that i wakeup early and start to see in my messenger if there is someone online of not, also confirmed the climate of the day “IS it going ok or not?”, checked everything that should be done. Later arrival of Gaurav support me on organizing it on more systematic way. as schedule we organizer with some other MSP arrived on the spot and continue to discuss how to process this informal meeting. but the arrival of Participant MSP were out of schedule as usual they were late. Arrival of Allen sir and Udhyan sir was like cherry on cream. Also i would like to thank Allen sir for bringing some cookies and chips for us. Lot of personal talks and personal information were shared and cannot forget the whole personal detail of aashish, he was sharing his background with Allen sir and we was proud on that. we too have a boating in Naghdaha which was really funny and was well scary also. During the time of boating MSP were divided into two teams under the leadership of Udhyan sir and Allen sir, also Udhyan sir row the boat. It was full of fun to have boating in Naghdaha, Splashing water to each other's boat, Making other scary and making boat unbalance was very stupid thing but we enjoyed it a lot. and also a default question “Do you have a bf/gf?” during our personal introduction was very funny. with such a fun we have our lunch and we just forget that time to departure has arrived. Before we leave we take a snap of our group snap and moved toward our destination. some MSP’s get ride in Allen sir’s Vehicle and some went on walking. Although it was a lot of fun and we enjoyed it lot. and this will the moment that we MSP will never forget. This is a unreadable memory that will always make remark in our heart forever. At last i would like to thank Allen sir for sharing his precious time with us and also to the Udhyan sir for separating a few hrs for us from his busy schedule. Thank you………Thank you everybody to be part of this…….
My dreams are mine, I know they are
Decorated with the joy and sorrow
Every time I close my eyes to sleep
Get lost in the world of dream
With constant visit, from the people known
Doing things the way, I see them do
So my dears take a peep
And visit the land of solitude.
Until you, open your eyes
To the sight a step, back to life
And life is reality not a dream
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Not only this I got a good contact on ITpro Event and ITDevloper Event. I think this was my Best day as IT professional to be rise.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Love and friendship are common transaction for every teenager so was it for me. Still when I sail back to the memorable teenager days I find myself tangled in the net of sweet and sour. Events still fresh and alive. It was a bright morning of spring when we first met below the green shade of peepal tree. I can still fell the joy of achieving her friendship at the cost of companionship of my faithful friends. I never cared for those losses as I was plunging deep in the ocean of dreams with my little mongolid mermaid. Today at this moment I regret for my silly acts, which seemed meaningful in those days.
It was a snowy evening at a roadside café, not far from the school, where she introduced me to her prince charming. My castle of dreams suddenly collapsed and I was left in solitude to said tears. It was for her I scarified my true friends and now she’s gone. We never meet again though she tries too. It wasn’t her fault, nor was it mine was what it was, was a beautiful flower spring, which blossomed few months and faded in winter.