BOUND..

It was almost a month that I hadn’t gone through meditation. “Oh! God, oh! My teacher, please ……do forgive me …I ‘m out of my track. Please …….. Please! Show me the right path……..path to get success, to achieve victory and pride”. With these things in my mind, I stayed for meditation suddenly; I got a message from god……
He said “give me your red orchid”.
I asked “As red rose or???”
He replied “yes“.
I again asked “Will you return it or keep it as red rose?”
I got no answer then… there was a deep silence… a silence covering completely too whole horizon….. I was in dilemma. A voice was coming form dawn asking “Is love necessary for an angel?”
I answered “Everybody need love to live no matter he is a human being or an angel.”
A voice said “You don’t have any right to love. You are here for your duty. You must complete your duty.”
I immediately asked “if there is a duty there must be a right too…..isn’t there?”
The voice answered “yes, of course…. You have rights…. right to fulfill others wishes….right to make others smile, right to create friendship, peace and love.”
I repeat “To create love?”
And the voice replied “yes… to create love. But … keep on your mind not to fall in love.”
I was dumped as my mind blocked out….. I ….then …. Restored my power and asked “When would I be released from my duties?”
He answered “very soon. As soon as you’ll release from this world.”
I was shocked…. He said …. I don’t have much time left …. I don’t have much time now to live in this beautiful world….. if … if .. I love somebody…. Then she’d be …. Sad… and it’d be as if I’m creating sorrowful life to her. I’ll break her heart and… I’ll make her heart cry….. Which I don’t want to … but …. My love????? Well, I can’t spoil any one’s life in fact I can’t spoil her life and I can’t give her false hopes that I couldn’t fulfill… then god responded me saying “ I know your feeling …. But, I can’t do anything for you. These are the rules of nature!
With drops of tears on my eyes I speak for myself “Rules … what’s the need of these rules if it makes everyone sad…. What, what is the need of it if it is nearly impossible to accept…but …. This is the rule.”
With the hope of enthusiasm I undergo my thinking again feeling that I can’t fall in love… but … I can give her every happiness of life, I can show her the right path of victory and success, I can give her love…. Love for which she feels secure and … but … I can’t get love from her …. I’m not so much lucky… A silence was appeared in my room. A small threshold echo of slogan is then heard, a slogan I along with my friends had taken before entering this world…. I am always committed to fulfill the promises we did… in which my mind is always with me but not my heart… I concluded that I’m with great deal of that echo.

Creation By:-
Prashant Dhewaju
(Dean Project).

Antiquated Love

Don’t find love, let love find you
That’s why it’s called falling in love
Because you don’t force yourself to fall,
You just fall.

Lucky is the man who is the first love of woman.
But luckier is the woman who is last love of man.

Love is seeing yourself through someone’s eyes and finding yourself in somebody’s heart.

Once you have loved, you will always love,
For what’s in your mind may escape
But what’s in your heart will remain forever.

A ball is a circle, no beginning, and no end. It keeps us together like a circle of friends. But the treasure inside for you to see in the treasure of friendship you’ve given to me.

True love doesn’t have a happy ending, that’s because true love doesn’t have an ending.

If breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else….but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

Pure and innocent love is like stars.
They fixed their gaze on each other.
Paying no regard of the season and of where
They are in the vast cosmos.

My eyes are jealous with my heart because you are always close to my heart but not with my eyes.

I’d wait and stand in the world largest queue just for the pleasure of a moment with you.


krity of:
Dean Project
(Prashant Dhewaju)

The Thing MAN knows

The rise of sun brings light I our life because darkness is the sign of bright. The “man is born free and every where he is chained” because “the child is father of man”. He thinks “a single step for a man, a giant leap for mankind”. So believe “those are not best students who are most depended to books” and “behavior is a mirror in which everyone shows its image.” He follows words “Happiness depends on what you can give not what can get”. He says “he who is afraid to ask is ashamed of learning” and “Follow faithfully where the inward eye lead you”. He agrees the words “Shallow man believes in luck strong man believes in cause and effect”. He speaks “students are not a vase to be filled but candle to be lit” because “Kindness is the language which a blind can see and deaf can hear”. He released” Success is not in the trophy won but in the race run” and “Peace can’t be kept in force, it can only be achieved by understanding” as well as “silence is not always golden sometime it is guilt”. He trace “man is by nature a political animal” and “Good Government is no substitute to self governments”. He knows “Human mind is like a parachute. It only works when it is open” and “Marrying a woman for her beauty is like buying a house for its paints”. He respects “a true friend who overlooks your failure and tolerates your success” and “concentration is the secret of strength in politics, in war, in trade, in short of all managements of human affairs”. He gains “Co-operation is a path of survival; conflict is path to death” because “proverb is a short sentence based on long experience”.

Krity of :-
Prashant Dhewaju
(Dean Project)

The BLUNDER

I still regret for me that act, which left my life barren, dead and drowned. Yes, it is about her, the only true friend I could have ever got. Yes, it was summer of 97’. When she arrived in our class as a new comer. She was a mermaid, and there was no boy in the class who could stop praising her beauty but I was the exception. Telling the truth I Liked her warm reception, her kind heart and the smile by which she would receive me without my knowledge we become best of friends. I could do anything for her friend-ship as love, but it was a blunder. Flattered by my friends I wrote a letter of purpose to her. It was the evening of winter when I gave her the letter. She took it and she went, but never come back. My life rained, she my best friend left me from that day we never talked, and spoke even looked at each other. Then I remembered our friendship was on a pillar which was founded in sympathy, sympathy but no love. Today, still I am searching for my friend whom I lost and I want to ask her will you be my friend again please. But what I receive is silence.

Krity of :-
Prashant Dhewaju
(Dean Project)

Antiquated love letter

 

Hi,

How are you going on? I think fine. Actually what cause me today to write a letter to you even I had no interest. I don’t know what is going. I am just expressing feeling of 7 years in this letter. This letter to you is a short article. I think you know it.

It was an autumn of 97’ I was in grade 7 staying at 13^th spring of my life. I use to be a peace lover so lot of newcomer was in our class. She was a mermaid, and there was no boy in the class who could stop praising her beauty but I was the exception. I was much impressed by her when I came to know her academia. She was most talented, amicable, soft hearted and most beautiful one among the girls in class. It was either flattered from my friends or love in core of my heart; I start loving her and become my amour. But I couldn’t dare to purpose her love. Hiding the love in the heart cause great disaster on my academia in the end of session which compels me to move away from her by changing school. Where I got a good environment of learning. But still I can’t forget those loves because it was my first love and may be last one too. During my computer classes in 02’ I use to see her in the way which deeps me in ocean of love time and again. Also it was 02’ when we had completed S.L.C and started to join college for our further study. It was luck or coincidence we again met in college in same class. But this time I found her changed totally. The whom I had love not one appeared but of same image. I tried to search my mermaid whom I love inside her, but I failed I searched for 2 years even though I can’t find her. At last I conclude that the girl whom I love had expired and never try to search her again.

I think you got confuse why this guy is writing this article for me. But don’t be surprised because the school in article is yours one and I think you knew the mermaid. That one is only you.

I was the guy who had love you once upon time but today I had known that one whom I love is some one’s love. Sorry for the letter and all the dramas I had done to express my expired love toward you whom I had known in 7^th class.

Written by:-

Prashant Dhewaju

(Dean Project)

A Moment with MSP’s

It was almost a year that Microsoft Student Partner was established in Nepal. And i feel proud to be one of them. Since it was almost a year we have only met on the official meeting and training, but not yet now informally.  Me and some MSP’s Ravi and Sabina  has thought to have organize some informal type of meeting at some refreshing spot. so we choose NAGHDAHA as our spot of “fun Meeting” and thought to have no talks of Microsoft on this Meeting, we go only personal.

I was so curious of the day that i wakeup early and start to see in my messenger if there is someone online of not, also confirmed the climate of the day “IS it going ok or not?”, checked everything that should be done. Later arrival of Gaurav support me on organizing it on more systematic way. as schedule  we organizer with some other MSP arrived on the spot and continue to discuss how to process this informal meeting. but the arrival of Participant MSP were out of schedule as usual they were late. Arrival of Allen sir and Udhyan sir was like cherry on cream. Also i would like to thank Allen sir for bringing some cookies and chips for us. Lot of  personal talks and personal information were shared and cannot forget the whole personal detail of aashish, he was sharing his background with Allen sir and we was proud on that. we too have a boating in  Naghdaha which was really funny and was well scary also. During the time of boating MSP were divided into two teams under the leadership of Udhyan sir and Allen sir, also Udhyan sir row the boat. It was full of fun to have boating in Naghdaha, Splashing water to each other's boat, Making other scary and making boat unbalance was very stupid thing but we enjoyed it a lot. and also a default question “Do you have a bf/gf?” during our personal introduction was very funny. with such a fun we have our lunch and we just forget that time to departure has arrived. Before we leave we take a snap of our group snap and moved toward our destination. some MSP’s get ride in Allen sir’s Vehicle and some went on walking. Although it was a lot of fun and we enjoyed it lot. and this will the moment that we MSP will never forget. This is a unreadable memory that will always make remark in our heart forever. At last i would like to thank Allen sir for sharing his precious time with us and also to the Udhyan sir for separating a few hrs for us from his busy schedule. Thank you………Thank you everybody to be part of this…….

Walk To Reality

My dreams are mine, I know they are

Decorated with the joy and sorrow

Every time I close my eyes to sleep

Get lost in the world of dream

With constant visit, from the people known

Doing things the way, I see them do

So my dears take a peep

And visit the land of solitude.

Until you, open your eyes

To the sight a step, back to life

And life is reality not a dream

Krity of:-

Dean Project.

IN SEARCH OF BEAUTY

i don't know what am i searching for. i just know that i am searching a beauty, Beauty of silence, Beauty of innocence, Beauty of courage and Beauty of Friendship. I am in search of it. i may find or not.I am sick of this ugly world so need to find it.may i find it may god help me.

Day of Silverline

Don't I could get such a great Oppturnity. I could get to make a interview with Maria Green IT Pro Evangelist,Microsoft Asia Pacific I was too shocked when I return to my room that how could had make a interview. I listened that audio for more than 5 times but still I can't belive that was I who took her Interview.
Not only this I got a good contact on ITpro Event and ITDevloper Event. I think this was my Best day as IT professional to be rise.

STEPS FOR GLORY

When i see my background i think how could i get here. I could i get in such a success.At the time of college i was so shy and so..........., Today i am in up in opposite to that place yesterday.Today i have no time to see back no time to share with frens.But busy in my own carrier. i think i am right i wish to be right..........and support by frens. I have never thought IT will bring me this up level i have thought. And microsoft brings me near to aceme....

Dilemma????

I am in Dilemma i don't know this is happiness for me or thing of sorrow. Recently I have been selected to IT ambassador for Microsoft. and now i have become Microsoft Student Partner. the thing is that my friends are jealous to me or I my self is worng. what i do.....................

Difficult Transaction

Difficult Transaction

Love and friendship are common transaction for every teenager so was it for me. Still when I sail back to the memorable teenager days I find myself tangled in the net of sweet and sour. Events still fresh and alive. It was a bright morning of spring when we first met below the green shade of peepal tree. I can still fell the joy of achieving her friendship at the cost of companionship of my faithful friends. I never cared for those losses as I was plunging deep in the ocean of dreams with my little mongolid mermaid. Today at this moment I regret for my silly acts, which seemed meaningful in those days.

It was a snowy evening at a roadside café, not far from the school, where she introduced me to her prince charming. My castle of dreams suddenly collapsed and I was left in solitude to said tears. It was for her I scarified my true friends and now she’s gone. We never meet again though she tries too. It wasn’t her fault, nor was it mine was what it was, was a beautiful flower spring, which blossomed few months and faded in winter.

Crity of:-

Dean Project

(Prashant Dhewaju)